Archive for October 2, 2008

Toronto..

October 2, 2008 by bcrdukes.

I hate you. I hate this city. I come here only to sucumb myself in a bottomless pit of hate where hate doesn’t even describe how I feel. You attention whore. Why does everything have to revolve around you? Centre of the universe? You’re so vain, I vomit to see my stomach before me.

Here I sit in a gloomy corner of the 14th floor. In misery. In pain. In desperation to escape the urban jungle. The cold damp weather pierces through my skin much moreso than the darkest winter nights. Out the window, all I see are rails of train tracks and eight-lane freeways that lead to oblivion with signs that show No Exit.

No Love

No Hope

This pathetic city does not sleep. I wake up from nightmares with the cold sweat running down my forehead, my arms feeling of pins and needles. I’m trapped and helpless. There’s nobody to hear my cries of sadness and my plea for repent.

I look at all the people around me today. I’m surrounded by soulless zombies wandering about to make ends meet. Living to work but not working to live. This demented city disgusts me and drives my bitter hatred towards this city even the Devil himself cries for mercy. If I could slit my wrists open to see the black blood flowing out of my veins, I would do so than suffer in this paradise of hell. My heart cries for an escape but I had just remembered - I lost it once upon a time.

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